I love when I finish a book and am filled with such
complicated emotions. I know then that
the book will be in my heart and mind for a very long time, if not
forever. When I finished reading All the Bright Places by Jennifer Niven,
I was overcome with emotion. I felt the heaviness
of a pain planted somewhere deep inside of me as I contemplated all that had
happened to the main characters. I felt
a weightlessness of hope when I thought about how I had found peace after such
a turbulent storm, and I imagined this for Violet, Bren, and Charlie. I felt a reminiscent happiness as I reflected
upon the humor, the passion, and the love that the characters experienced
together. All the Bright Places is powerful!
The book begins cleverly.
Niven had to know that her readers would not be able to put the book
down after they meet high school seniors Finch and Violet who are at the top of
their school’s bell tower, out on the ledge, and both contemplating what it would
be like to end their lives. They are not
there together. They are simply two
souls who are in a great deal of pain, imagining death at the same time. Finch talks Violet off of the ledge, yet high
school gossip retells the story as Violet,
the popular cheerleader with the all-star boyfriend, saves suicidal Finch, the loser freak who is always doing something
stupid.
From that moment forward, readers fall in love with Finch’s
unconventional methods as he tries to save Violet from her own pain. They become friends and more and journey
together around Indiana discovering ordinary landmarks that lead to not so
ordinary revelations about life. As
Violet begins to grapple with her loss, Finch reveals the source of his
pain. The journey is tough for the
characters and hard on the reader, but the beauty of what they find cannot be
understated. “I love: the way her eyes
spark when we’re talking or when she’s telling me something she wants me to
know, the way she mouths the words to herself when she’s reading and
concentrating, the way she looks at me as if there’s only me, as if she can see
past the flesh and bone and the bullshit right into the me that’s there, the
one I don’t even see myself” (p. 265).
But, it is what they leave behind that is even more powerful for both
the characters and reader.
All the Bright Places
is wrought with reality. It is a reality
that many teens face. There is joy, and
there is sometimes great pain. Sometimes
teens keep the pain to themselves and suffer in silence. Sometimes they let others in to help
them. There is humor with Finch and
Violet. There is love. Yet, there is pain. It may be a tough read from some, but I think
it is an important one for all. This
book made me think about my own feelings after my grandfather’s suicide and
living with a suicidal mother. It made
me think about the teens in our classrooms who may be like Finch. I hate that we, as adults, do not see them
like we should. We have to be more vigilant. We should say something. I so appreciated the honest words of Niven in
the Author’s Note at the end of the book, as she shared her own experiences as
a Survivor After Suicide. I think what
she says, and the power of the story of Finch and Violet, might just help
someone to unload the burden of blame or to seek help when all seems lost.
Thanks, Jennifer Niven, for taking that first
step into the world of YA lit. You have
left a powerful footprint. “The thing I
realize is that it’s not what you take, it’s what you leave” (p. 376).
All the Bright Places
by Jennifer Niven, 388 pages from Alfred A. Knopf books (2015). ISBN #
978-0-385-75588-7
Ideal for young adult readers (and those who work with or
care about young adults)